Posted by tedzki at 01:05 PM on November 19, 2009.
i've been to 4 groceries and still no stock.
lea thinks someone is hoarding them.
went to ultra mega and confirmed the suspicion.
once the deliveries are in, some people already scoop up boxes of marty's.
*sigh*
Posted by tedzki at 09:57 AM on November 17, 2009.
I wrote this in a reply email to Alison as he remembers Kuya Joetique's influence in her life when they crossed paths.
Alam mo ako din when I went to the wake napaisip din ako about Kuya Joetique's life. It was strange for me to think back during the wake at what he really did that influenced my life. Honestly, I can't remember one thing specific thing he said, but I probably heard him speak a couple of times. But one thing though, looking back it seems that his mere presence was already a big blessing to me. It felt like just to be in the presence of this man was already something I should be thankful for. May part of me was just amazed that I was standing beside the man whom God used to pioneer SVCF in UPLB.. But then when I think back to my college days, I think the great thing about him and his family was the fact that they opened their homes to us. And for me at that time, their home was a special place. It was a place of so much memories. Where it felt great to be part of a family. Both their own family and the esvee family. I know that I would not have had that experience if it weren't for him. And for that I am so much thankful for his life.
Posted by yahn at 11:55 AM on November 16, 2009 in Book Of The Yahn.
As Lovers Go
Dashboard Confessional
She said, "I've got to be honest, you're wasting your time if you're fishin' around here."
And I said, "You must be mistaken, I'm not foolin', this feelin' is real."
She said, "You've gotta be crazy! What do you take me for? Some kinda of easy mark?"
"You've got wits, you've got looks, you've got passion,
But I swear that you've got me all wrong."
All wrong
All wrong
But you've got me
I'll be true, I'll be useful, I'll be cavalier
I'll be yours my dear and I'll belong to you if you just let me through
This is easy as lovers go.
So don't complicate it by hesitating.
This is wonderful as loving goes.
This is tailor made, what's the sense in waiting?
I said, "I've got to be honest, I've been waiting for you all of my life."
For so long I thought I was asylum bound, but just seeing you makes me think twice.
And being with you here makes me sane. I fear I'll go crazy if you leave my side."
"You've got wits, you've got looks, you've got passion,
But are you brave enough to leave with me tonight?"
Tonight
Tonight
You've got me
I'll be true, I'll be useful, I'll be cavalier
I'll be yours my dear and I'll belong to you if you just let me through
This is easy as lovers go.
So don't complicate it by hesitating.
This is wonderful as loving goes.
This is tailor made, what's the sense in waiting?
Posted by yahn at 09:25 PM on November 15, 2009 in Whore-iffic Memoirs as a favorite post.
Emotions are so intense, they can cloud one's judgment.
Just the thought of you makes me like you.
I'm loving this life. Even just for now.
Posted by yahn at 06:20 PM on November 15, 2009 in Book Of The Yahn.
All I want is happiness.
And it really pains me to admit this.
Because all it means is that I haven't been exactly happy all along.
And if I don't make it known that I'm LYING all along...
I wonder what will happen now.
Can someone please help me make myself happy?
Emo sh*t.
You'd think things are falling apart now.
They're not.
They're just breaking into pieces.
Just why am I sad?
For this long already?
Posted by yahn at 08:59 PM on October 26, 2009 in Book Of The Yahn.
I want to move on! I don't wanna get stuck on him... thinking he is the only guy for me. I am positive and know perfectly well there are other guys out there. But I also want my heart to feel like I COULD LIKE OTHER PEOPLE.
And right now I just can't do that. I have no freakin' idea why. But right now I just can't. I cannot see the possibility of all other. It may be because he's still around. It maybe because it's the first time I felt this way and I can't let it go. It may even be because of fate. What?
Whatever the case, I can't live in this irony. I can't live in this complication. Everything is changed now. Much more changed than before. I may seem to live the normal life. But deep within, a lot has been going on. A lot has changed.
Now life for me is no longer the same. So much for a change, huh?
Posted by yahn at 06:10 PM on October 25, 2009 in Whore-iffic Memoirs.
Today, 4am.
I was drunk enough NOT to tell you.
I plan to attend sessions only when you're there. But that's a little impossible now. I guess. Maybe then you'll figure things out.
Posted by yahn at 07:43 PM on October 22, 2009 in Whore-iffic Memoirs.
October 20, 2009
How come I am so annoyed? Darn madness.
